Tuesday, January 17, 2012
It has been quite sometime I didn't blog in english. I have been to Taiwan for more than 2 months. Today I will be leaving Hualien and moving to Taipei for 1 month.
To be honest, I can barely sleep yesterday night. Most probably this is the first morning that I wake up before 7 since I got here. Since I have nothing to do, I try to reflect what I did for the past 2 months. Now I started to doubt if I am living a Christian's life. The impression I gave to others more or less are about the same. But there are some aspects which I don't think are supposed to be found on a Christian's life. Sigh... Oh Lord, please have mercy on me.
I spent 2 hours sitting at the seaside yesterday thinking about my life and yet I realise actually my foundation & faith to God is not firm enough to survive without a bunch of church friends. And seriously I have lots of stuff to catch up with the all the friends I have. To be honest, sometime I just have no one to share / talk to. Firstly is because I don't simply share my stuff and secondly, I don't think they will understand my situation as it might be hard for them to imagine some irrelevant stuff. God gave me a very special life that some of the experience are seriously precious and memorable. It might be bitter at first but it will definitely turn out to be a good one. But in other words, it is hard to get somebody who can understand how I feel fully.
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
8:08 AM
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