Wednesday, July 21, 2010
FULAMAK!!! The last 2 posts here is like 2 years ago... So many things happened within this few years and yes. I’m like nothing but a stranger to some of you. (And I don't know why I m talking as if other people will read this)
To be honest, I wish this blog will be a private one but yet deep inside my heart I still hope that someday, somebody will come to me and say "hey! I read your blog, and I know you are facing problems, anyway, you are doing well so KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!"
Sigh...too early for day-dreaming...
YES, I can't deny that I feel lonely sometimes...
I have lots of friends.
I did my best to try to make more friends in university, but ended up I have bunch of people knowing my names and that's all. I don't think they know where I stay or where is my hometown. Most of them were hi-bye friends. Now guess what that leads to? YAY~ I have bunches of long-lost-hi-bye friends. What that means to me? I just don’t know and I don’t like it. Not like I will contact them when I am free. Neither I will call them for fun when I m bored nor hang out with them. So WHAT FOR I KEEP THEIR CONTACTS?!?! Sigh…
And the next question popped up. So how many close friends do you have? And how many of them really know you? And how many among those who really know you can cheer you up when you needed them most?
Honestly, I don’t know but I guess I have some of these from my church? Perhaps there might be some from UTAR CF? Other than that, honestly I don’t know.
And I feel bad when I think about my spiritual mates. I have a few since secondary school. But today, I don’t even know where they work? Or where they study… Really sad huh?
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
4:13 AM
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