Friday, July 30, 2010
Emo now. Better not to talk nor type.
Just wanna say something out LOUD here. Or else you might see me @ tomorrow's headline.
You just never act what you have said or promise. You told everyone that you are fine and you can treat me just like a normal friend. Sorry you are not doing so lo. Remember last time we promised to give each other some time? What you did? You phoned me like nothing happened. You said good friends can share n chit chat like that. And you boiled leong shui for me. And then again you asked why cant a good friend boil leong shui? Admit it la~ you are just avoiding problems. And you are really good @ it.
You said you would support me to go overseas, for travel, for work or for studies. And we ended up almost break up 2 times when one in KL and another in hometown. And you promised not to buy anything for my nephew and niece. And guess how much you spent on them since you start working? I totally lost my faith on you.
Now you told everyone that you have calm down. And you know God's will. Sorry, based on the person I know. You are just avoiding Him. He is working. I can clearly see that. He made your life miserable. No matter church, serving, job, BGR or even family. If you still behave like this, sorry I must say that God will give you another bigger hit so that you can understand.
You said God gave you lots of good friends to show you love and support when He took something away. Honestly do you think that all of the friends are sent by God? DUH. Look around you. How many friends that you can really share everything and anything?
And at the same time, they can guide you and help you grow spiritually? ALMOST NONE.
I don't know if you still read my blog. But one thing I can for sure is you cant finish this post after reading the first 2 paragraphs. If you don't really face yourself and the problems lied between. Sorry to say God will just have to use another tough way.
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
1:54 AM
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