Sunday, February 01, 2009
I need prayer support. Frankly speaking, I am LOST...yes, lost AGAIN...yup, lost again TODAY...
No grandma stories, straight to the point, it is about my studies again. I just don't know why God has chosen this path for my studies. My studies was great since I was small. I am always a good student before I entered UTAR. Everytime after a problem solved, God will put another problems in my studies until I cant tahan. Each time when I think God is done with my studies, God will immediately put something extra for me. I know the theories, I know I should claim the promises in bible not to worry and everything will turned out to be good but the process isn't comfortable for me.
The feeling is like walking alone in a dark small valley. Although I know God has control of everything but...I am scared. I don't understand why my campus life will be such different and special from others. Why can't I have a simple normal campus life? The studies in UTAR is always a torn in my body, like what Paul had. Everytime when I comes to studies, I think of Paul who asked God to take away the torn but God answered him in 2 Cor 12: 8-9 「And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 」
I need prayer support to really apply this scripture into my life. I am so worry for my studies, this semester, I am joining the a new batch of students whom I never study with them before. This is already 3rd time I need to fit in another batch of juniors. Not only fit in but I need to group with people to finish assignments while they already in groups. Besides that, I need to take courses with restructure syllabus (new lecturers of course) and redo all the assignments again.
I have been praying for big pictures in my life. Why God put my studies in such a situation I need to undergo all these. I almost beh tahan already!!! Please constantly pray for me especially for my studies. I am really lost.
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
12:12 AM