Thursday, November 20, 2008
next week is week 7, the last week of this short semester. To be honest, I am using this short semester and next long semester to check whether I want to continue or not, since I no need to pay any of the fees and even if I withdraw, I will not get back the money.
When I flashed back the 6 weeks of my studies, I don't know if I'm capable to handle the course. I don'y know if I had change since my case happened, or this is the real me when I am serious about my studies. If this is the real me, I think I will be having a very very bad time when I am trying to finish this course and get the degree.
Having dilemma when I was trying to take the test and finish the assignments given. Although most of the students claims that they are just about my level, but as I can see from the test result, haih...
But I am really grateful for my test one result. I thought I have max 30 plus. but ended up I have 49! which is almost half~ When I first get back my paper, I was so shocked! This is call grace! You receive something that you are not deserved. But then now when I think back, I don't know if this 49 will get me through the semester final or not. Sigh...
Will be praying hard for my semester final...
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
9:08 PM
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