Friday, October 03, 2008
Currently I feel like really struggled with the question "Continue? or not?" Of course this is mainly my personal problem about my studies. I have less than 10 days to decide before the school reopen. Sigh.
All the factors are telling me to stay. Even I sensed that God want me to stay. He brought me here with a purpose. I am like Jonah now. Obey or not, that is the question.
But I have lots of fears inside me that stopping me to do so.
I worry if I can not get a new group of assignment friends. How if I fail any of the paper again? I don't have supplementary paper to help me anymore. That means there is a very high possibility that I might take more than 1 and half year to get my Actuarial Science degree. I scare if I can not take those juniors' opinion on me. How would they think of me? Sigh.
I wish I can rewind the time and let me start again my university life. Just like when we play games, we can restart anytime we think we can do better.
Can u get me the super-extraordinary remote control?
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
12:34 AM
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