Tuesday, September 09, 2008
wanted to write something here...but cant really find any topic that I want to write... feeling dilemma... simply because feeling unsecure to my future...
whether I should make my own decision or should I obey my parents and push responsibilities back to them when there is any troubles?
sometimes I wish that I am really that tough. But sometimes I think I was tough from the outside. I feel very tired I feel very demotivated now when people talk abt my studies.
Used to have this kind of feeling only when people ask me to do something out of their favour. Even though I have the abilities and I am capable. Sometimes I can give people big n huge super reaction/ response if I am not at good mood.
sigh...really messy thoughts...
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
3:28 AM
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