Monday, August 18, 2008
My MSN nickname might sound too depress for some of my friends until quite a number of them came and talked to me. Firstly thanks for the concern but for you guys information, my life is okay. I mean at least there is nothing much troubles. Just like I feel worry for my future, I don't know. I feel unsecured. I don't feel like the test will ends here. But I don't dare to take up any more challenges. I know this is kind of spiritual war in between my fear and my own feelings. I wish my life is more easier. I wish my life is just like others. I am too afraid to bare up the responsibilities. I am getting to know more about this reality world after this event. I am so glad that God has already put so many angels and teachers around me to help me. I need time. I need strength. I need to know where I should go. Where is the place that He want me to be?
Sigh. Will keep praying for myself.
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
9:16 PM
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