Monday, January 28, 2008
Long time I didn't spend some time here. I rarely spend time for meditation since I come back from my CF retreat. Lots of things took place. And leading me to a situation that I am not comfortable with.
In summary, I need wisdom to deal with all the choices in front of me. Actually last Saturday I had a nice conversation with one of my CF advisors, she gave me lots of feedback. Although I know that she is still not very clear about "who is the real cheong keen aka XJian" but God told me lots of things through her mouth.
Ohya, Chinese New Year is near and soon I will be alone at home. For about 2 weeks time. So I think despite of the lectuers, I need to get my meals done. And the last thing for today is my wishlist for my CNY.
[1] more wisdom, strength, guidance and help from my Father in heaven.
[2] a mentor that really understand me or a few spiritual partners that I can share or a few co-workers that can share my workload. (hehe, better I can get all..)
[3] more time to mixed with my friends who has been missing for a long long time.
[4] hmm..save it first for next year.
haha. Anyway, if you (yes, i am you, the one who is reading!) feel that you need a companion during CNY, feel free to sms me. i will be very please to hang out with you.
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
3:41 PM
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