Saturday, May 19, 2007
feeling dilemma again...not going to youth fellowship again...haih...
going to be very very busy for CF accounts and RCM thingy...but i just dont have the mood...
lately i am very very emotional...sometimes i can be like very very happy for a small small tiny matters but after 5 mins i can like very depressed for that particular same thing? but it is all about my future life la...was wondering should i go on with my actuarial science course...was wondering will i stay in Malaysia or God want me to be at somewhere else...then wat kind of serving i will be having...wat lessons i need to learn before i archieve that level...
but having burdens on so many things now...need to refocus can put my effort in...i dont know if really God telling me tat i will serve celebraties in future or i feel burden bcoz i wan to draw myself closer to them?my life was full with celebrities' news and blogs...just i almost drown because of their things...so keep praying for that now...
so dilemma now...demotivated la...need motivation...
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
8:29 PM
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