Monday, April 30, 2007
This 2 weeks i really had a bad time.
The main reason was because of I am having final for this semester. I am scare because I never listen to lectures since week 2/3. Major reason is because all the lecturers are so new until they are like unprepared for the lecture. (haha,trust me. UTAR lecturers are not that expert. All are fresh.) I am so nervous and I don't dare to face the consequences if I fail any of the papers.
Soon I was so stressed until I cant sleep at night. It's usual for me to lay on the bed for 1 and half hours before i can really fall asleep. I really start doing my revision but very soon I became more lost.
I lost my passion. I start wondering a lot of questions in my life.
I start doubting why am i in UTAR? why am i not going to Youth Fellowship? should i do this should i do that and so many other things. I am lost. I don't know my post. I don't know what should i do. Maybe it's time for me to go back to God.
Still lost. Anyone can help?
BTW, who wan to watch movie or sing K or anything, juz sms me.
Need companions A.S.A.P.
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
7:50 PM
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