Tuesday, October 03, 2006
lets talk abt my life now...after a tagged game n those common reports like where i went n so on...erm...my mood now is like the weather outside my house now...raining cats n dogs...juz like in those samurai cartoon...the wind ""blow hard hard""(learned from a lame fren)...
erm..lately i'm quite worry abt my ministry work la...there are a few worries...
[1] i dunno whether it's healthy for my spiritual life if i give up all the work i had in KepongCMC...i din take any post now...but KepongCMC too many talented ppl are leading there...i think the world outside need me more...dunno le..
[2] the work in UTAR CF is quite hard coz i still take the language barrier seriously..
[3] the group o had for chinese group ministry is still hvnt settle down...hvnt meet some1 tat i can pupuk...mayb God'll prepare for me...but still quite worry la...
memang troublesome...aih...but at least i kno God is still using me...haha...tis is wat i kno...my target is thru website n forum thiem...coz suddenly i got so many chances to preach to non-christians and to fight for the TRUTH of our Christianity...i can offer so many help thru the internet...
but now i'm missing my frens i had...(most of them lost contact..)too many frens passed by my life...erm...feeling like little bit regret coz din put much effort to know them better...aih...din preach to them as well...aih...
now,i'm juz trying to b lazy a bit...haha...holiday = lazy time...it's ok gua...i kno i have so many things waiting for me but still i'm like tat old me..playing games...surfing the web...n wasting all the time i have....
aih...MANA PERGI nya SAYA PUNYA PASSION????i need encouragement to move on le...
anybody outside can help??
God Bless U n ME...
written by, Xiang2Jian4...
12:17 AM
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